I came to be a Breathwork therapist after years of my own therapeutic Journey with the breath. Before I found the powerful modality of conscious breath, I had just had my second child - a daughter and for some reason I couldn’t pretend I was happy in my relationship or with the life I had created anymore. Their father and I separated when she was two and our son was 10.
This was the hardest time of my life, I had breakdowns , I was homeless with my two kids, I was running a healing centre and I was falling apart, my kids were miserable especially my daughter and I was devastated at what I had done with my life. I didn’t know that my early unhealed traumas were being expressed through my current family.
I blamed myself and my self esteem plummeted.
I was studying to be a psychologist, working, raising two kids and about to crash and burn...
I found myself at a 10 day retreat on the Gold Coast of Australia, to this day I do not remember how I got the money or how I found out about this retreat as I went alone and I had never heard of Breathwork or of Leonard Orr before, non the less I found myself amongst strangers at the weirdest retreat I had ever been on, in fact the first retreat I had ever been on! I believe my guides and my higher self directed me to this retreat.